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[23 Oct 2004|09:05am] |
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Changed my mind lol
pretendto__care
Add this one <3 lol
Pe@cE
<3
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[21 Oct 2004|08:16am] |
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New EL-jay Everyone.
No_stopthepain
Add it!
If you don't add me, you will not be added, unless I know you personally.
LoL<3
pE@Ce
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[20 Oct 2004|10:30am] |
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 I can't get the tears out <|3 |
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Me and Nick's Song<|3 |
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I'm just so depressed all the time. I love you and I hate you and I can't make up my mind.<|3
My heart has been broken so many times.
While out of your mouth comes nothing but lies.
I like you, I like you, I really do.
Bullshit, bullshit, yeah fuck you too.
Okay, okay, you know that's all I want.
Why should I, when all you do to me is taunt?
I'm tired of the lies,
I'm tired of the games,
And the sad part is,
I'm the one to blame.<|3
I hate and I love. Perhaps you ask why I do so. I do not know, but I feel it, and I am in torment.
--CATALLUS
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[02 Oct 2004|05:01pm] |
Corrections Being Made:
You know you're ghetto when:
1: You live in Elmont
2: You're 15 and live in a tiny-ass room with your 8 year old sister
3: You and your little sister sleep on a bunk bed
4: You beg your girlfriend to buy you ghetto-ass pizza ... in ELMONT
5: When someone lights a fire in district they blamed it on you because you cut class that day and you go to juvy
6: You go to Boces
7: You're so stupid you can't take you're Math RCT's
8: You wear the same orange shirt three times a week...the one from juvy
9: You don't have the internet BUT your computer is hooked up
And Lastly
10: You don't call you're girlfriends b/c your house phone is a prepaid cell phone and you have no minutes
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[02 Oct 2004|04:48pm] |
You know you're ghetto when:
1: You live in Elmont
2: You're 15 and live in a tiny-ass room with your 8 year old sister
3: You and your little sister sleep on a bunk bed
4: You beg your girlfriend to buy you ghetto-ass pizza ... in ELMONT
5: When someone lights a fire in district they blamed it on you because you cut class that day
6: You go to Boces
7: You're so stupid you can't take you're Math RCT's
8: You wear the same orange shirt three times a week
9: You don't have the internet BUT your computer is hooked up
And Lastly
10: You don't call you're girlfriends b/c your house phone is a prepaid cell phone and you have no minutes
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[28 Sep 2004|10:38am] |
"Don't you see that I'm in pain, and that all I want is you?"
Well, I am at school, and once again, nothing is EVER what it seems, except for boys. I am going to go home today and call Nicholas as soon as I can...I need someone, more than anything, and the little that I have from him is basically all that I have...besides my asshole parents who are splitting up. And my brother who is leaving me alone with my asshole mother...And my girlfriends who ditch me to make other people happy...And the guy friends who just plain don't give a shit and wanna cop something from you...I mean I'm not a ho... I'm just a girl who needs a little attention you know, a little happiness. And what do I get instead? Plain old nothing. Because no one gives a shit. And no one tries to help. They just sit back and watch as you r whole world falls apart<|3...Dude, I fucking hate my life with a passion. At I hate the people who make me feel this way even more...Yet I continue to go back to them, because I am way too fucking dependent on people.. I need to learn how to live life and love with out living life depending on someone else. Maybe I'll go talk to my effin' therapist....But its's hard because I can't tell her what I do with boys because then she'll tell my parents....I can't tell I smoked weed because then they'll tell my parents...I can't do anything....but hide..and it effin' suxxxx...So now that I'm done complaining, and everyones probably stopped reading my el-jay long ago because ALL I do is complain, but whatever, at least I have a comforting place to write shit in where hopeully no one else will bother me, Xcrossing my fingersX that no one will bother me<3...Anyways gotta go<3
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[25 Sep 2004|09:33pm] |
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I think that some of this stuff is true...Like my partner is definitley my effin' support<3 But w/e....It's just a dumb quiz<3 Talk to you guys later<3 Bye<3
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[25 Sep 2004|10:06am] |
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Hey everyone what's up?
Sorry about the updating, let me tell you what's happened recently...The soon-to-be-ex-boyfriend, is yes, still a jerk...but the second that I break up with him I asking this extremely cute guy John out<33 And OMFGz,....he is the best kisser in the fucking world...and he's fucking gorgeous....I'm sure Corynne is very happy to hear that I've FINALLY moved on, well yes, Corynne, I have....And Corynne, I wish you the best of luck with your 'Nicky-Poo'...OMFGz,,, All I can think about is last night,,, It was fucking great<333 So thats all, and now I have to go clean the room, take a shower, and get ready to see my therapist...and then go to JOHNSSSSS<333 ok wow im either obsessed or extremely happy lol <3 ttul <3 byeee
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[16 Sep 2004|09:19am] |
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Wow...I haven't updated in a really long time...Let's catch everyone up on things... not that anyone reads this. Firstly, my boyfriend is still a jerk, even though no one cares and everyone's probably sick of hearing this...he is! I saw him on Friday night, and he promised me that he was going to call me on Sat about making plans for Sat night, which he never did...**SUPRISE, SUPRISE!!** So anyway, I call him yesterday, before I go out, and he's like, "Yeah, I'm sorry, but I gotta go, call me tomorrow in the early afternoon." ASSWIPEEEEEEEEE<|3...But whatever, so last night I go to Tabu right, and I see my crush of about two years, Alex, who I had been looking for all night...I was so excited, and I danced with him for like 15 minutes straight, or at least it felt like that. And OMFGz, he is SUCH a good dancer... I practically flipped when I started dancing with him, and I went down (*which is not what you preverted people are thinking, it's a dancing term which means do bend your knees and squat while still moving ... thats the best way I can describe it*) and he was like "Sorry , sweetie, my body does not go that low." L-O-EFFIN'-L<3... but omfgz he is sooo gorgeous...omfgz ahhhhhh<333 ... maybe he will go out with me and then I won't have to feel all effin' upset about breaking up with Nick. Oh, and Stephanie and Alex (*her boyfriend, not my crush*) were making out all night and making me so depressed, and I wanted to tell her so badly, but I felt bad<|3...But w/e and now I have to go<3...So leave comments ...about anything you desire<3 And I love you all my dears<3
These memories can't replace,
These wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
Take this broken heart and make it right
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[05 Sep 2004|11:34am] |
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[31 Aug 2004|02:40pm] |
I love that songggg<333 Who's with me??<333
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[31 Aug 2004|02:23pm] |
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[31 Aug 2004|02:22pm] |
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</marquee>Seeing what happens when I do this
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[31 Aug 2004|02:20pm] |
</marquee> Boy Life Sucks!</marquee>
Seeing what happens when I do this
<|3
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[30 Aug 2004|07:17am] |
This is EVEN better
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[30 Aug 2004|07:16am] |
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[30 Aug 2004|07:14am] |
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HEY! THIS EFFIN' SUX BALLZ... IDK THAT THE MARQUEE WORKS IN RICH TEXT MODE... BUT IM GONNA KEEP PLAYIN AND ANNOYIN U GUYS TILL I FIND OUT<3 BYE...FOR NOW<3
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[30 Aug 2004|07:02am] |
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Well this is going to sound really gay...but last night I was up till after 12 doing needlepoint, making something for my boyfriend. Its so cute, but shhhhhhhhh, don't tell him, its for his birthday. (Corynne, SHUT UP, I know what you're thinking, but I can't help it, IM EFFIN' ATTACHED, OH WELL!!) Then I went to bed and had some dreams of which I completey forgot as of like two seconds ago. And then I woke up ... just now ... as 6 EFFIN' 55 l-o-fucking-l<3 So now I am gonna get ready to go to my aunts but I will ttyl<333 byee
<marquee> I'm seeing if this works in rich text mode </marquee>
<marquee> I'm hopin' it works<3 </marquee>
<marquee> I love you...but it's better that you don't know it </marquee>
<marquee> I'm gonna stay eighteen thirteen forever... </marquee>
<marquee> So we can stay like we were together .................. </marquee>
<marquee> you're just jealous 'cause I'M young and in LOVE<3 </marquee>
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[29 Aug 2004|10:01pm] |
I'm sick of all the lying,
I'm sick of all the crying,
It's over it's through,
And I'm done with you<|3
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[29 Aug 2004|09:59pm] |
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<marquee>I wish I never loved you, I wish I never cared<|3</marquee>
<marquee>I love you, but it's better that you don't know it<|3</marquee>
I'm sick of all the lying,
I'm sick of all the crying,
It's over it's through,
And I'm done with you<|3
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